Inspired by many readings with Angela Deutchsman, and friendships across many lifetimes
Something is changing in me
Deeply
I am noticing that I am more able to stay engaged
to stay open
to whatever is going on
even when a big part of me would like it to be Not Quite So
I am noticing that
I cannot close any more
the sun is shining
and my blossoming soul is unfurling
Almost choicelessly
To tend to this blossoming
requires letting my being breathe
expressing my joy
letting my love flow
Sometimes letting my being breathe,
takes me into the depths of darkness
where breath may have been suspended
for years on end – perhaps even lifetimes
Can I love the dirty, sordid parts of myself?
As I touch them, and begin to dance with them,
I discover that they may be richly stained
but not sordid, not dirty,
those very words are a judgement
perhaps of something that I have not been ready
to face, to own, to claim.
With it comes
power
Immense, raw, creative power
My warriors cry sounds loud and strong
I am noticing
a clarity
a sharpness entering my field
a sharper, clearer, stronger me
as I become more and more open
unapologetic for who I am
choosing from joy,
learning that I have nothing to hide
And what a relief this is
I can breathe freely
I am discovering that my most important work is to be Free
My most important work is to be Me
and not just any me
My responsibility, I am recognising with increasing excitement,
is to choose that which makes me the most alive, joyful, expansive, and vibrant self –
to choose that – and nothing more
And ironically – or perhaps not so ironically –
this enables me to offer
the greatest gift to those
around me
The permission to choose in that direction too
And
The benefit of a more vibrant sparkling Maaianne 😉
I long for a world in which we can each show up,
as our vibrant sparkling stained selves,
joyful, expansive, alive!
dancing to our own beat
Until it dawns
I will dance My dance
increasingly freeing myself to dance the tune
that resonates most deeply with my heart
And I invite you to join with yours
Here I am
Here is I
Showing up
Ready to dance
Dancing
Dancing
My life
Dancing
Life
Life
Dancing
Me
Dancing Universe 