Finally Home

Last week I went to the first TEDx Harare event. I had been asked to speak and said yes. A week before the event, and I had no idea what I was going to speak on. Having been out of Zim for four years, and then returning earlier this year to a busy project in Harare, I was for some reason finding it incredibly difficult to return home and be clear as to what I wished to share.

It turned out to be a difficult but also incredibly rich week of remembering my work and the songs of my heart. A week of long walks on the land with my dogs and my reflections keeping me company. The TEDx event was an opportunity to finally land back home, and to reconnect to what is important to me; to what I believe in, and to what stirs my soul.

What I ended up speaking of at TEDx was not much different to what I could have spoken 4 years ago before leaving Zim. Part of me thought that surely new should have been added to my voice through those years? And yet its gift was this coming back to ground zero out of which the new can rise in a Zimbabwean context, having been gone for so long. And in speaking I realised the new that is also stirring.

And so the essence that I feel excited to be returning to are some of the key principles that have guided my work during the last one and a half decades:
That  collectively we have what we need (to solve our challenges, to feed ourselves, to care for our children, etc.), and that each of us have valuable gifts to bring to our community.
That we need each other – in the words of our learning network, the Berkana Exchange – whatever the problem, community is the answer.
That in order to be able to work together, and to help each other bring the best of who we are to the table, we need to find different ways of working than the ones dominating most of our organisations and institutions today. We need to come back to ways of working that honour each voice, that unleash our creativity and that support our ability to co-create.

I was speaking this from a very Zimbabwean place, using very rural examples of community abundance and creativity, and yet, I think that additionally what has been our experience is that the linkages across the earth are a key part of what has made this expression of wealth and creativity possible. Learning with others, some of whom live and work in very similar situations to ourselves, and others who live in radically different ones, is an enormous part of our journey of learning about healthy and vibrant community.

The TEDx event brought me in touch with the fact of many wonderful, passionate and bright Zimbabweans, many of them recently returned, others who have never left. And yet there are hardly any public spaces for us to connect. Thus emerges for me a seed of imagining what might be possible if we were to connect the urban and the rural, those at home and those in the diaspora in  several conversations and explorations of possibility. Before my work was to touch into rural Zimbabwe, and to link it to the wider world. Now the linkages are asking to grow to become also about enabling local relations, including to those who long for home, but are out there in the wider world. I am not sure how, but look forward to it. The story of Colombus (From Hero to Host) excites me in this. What might be possible, simply from sharing and further learning new ways of working together, and out of that beginning to build a common platform of intent for Harare, or Zimbabwe?

The other piece that I am sitting with from the TEDx day is how we might be building our future on a weak foundation. I was the only one who spoke to the rural side of our country. The examples during the day gave me a sense of the potential as we learn our way into using new technology, of the examples of the brilliance of Zimbabwean intellectuals, and the scientific developments that we could make a reality if we put our minds to it. And yet, our rural origins are where we come from, and surely our path of development should include and build on this?

I am not quite sure how to bridge what is happening out of two quite distinct trajectories of development. But I know that I am in a rich field of learning, walking alongside pioneering leaders who are asking similar questions, and discovering valuable insights along the way.

Published by Maaianne Knuth

I am a woman with roots on two continents, Africa and Europe. I am passionate about supporting people in coming together in more authentic and life-affirming ways than what is the norm in most of our dominant systems. I am the co-founder of Kufunda Learning Village, a centre dedicated to working with rural Zimbabweans as they discover their wealth and wisdom, for themselves, but also for people everywhere. My journey and my passion is around learning to follow my own inner voice of wisdom, and in that finding joy and flow. That journey has brought me back to my essential nature as a Dancer. Through conscious dance I am finding my way into deeper relationship with myself and the world. I look forward to many more women rising to their power, especially in Zimbabwe, to help shift this beautiful country out of its stuck and painful place.

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